Is it time to go home yet?

Ug...I feel pretty blah today. And not the pregnant blah, just blah. I'm at 12 dpo, but I serioudly think FF got my O day wrong. It says it was on CD 20, but it could have been on CD 26. I dunno. No positive test yet. I'll just keep truckin!

Feeling good!

Well, my fertility friend account has confirmed my Ovulation day and I'm ubber excited about this month. I'm feeling really good! I dunno, maybe it's cus this is our fifth month ttc and 5 has always been my lucky number. For how good I feel though, there is still that voice of doubt in the back of my mind.

Nate has decided he really want me to get pregnant again, now! lol. For a while he just didn't really wanna talk about it, just let things happen when they did. So I was temping and using opks and not talking to him about them. I felt like I was doing something bad behind his back. I mean I was feeling guilty about using opks so I knew when to have sex, it was just silly!! So on sunday when he said he wanted me to get pregnant now and be apart of the planning in every way, I was flabbergasted! It feels like I've been in this club that I've kept hidden from him and then on Sunday when I went to the club meeting there he was sitting a chair with a smile on his face. He says if we don't get pregnant this month that he's going to buy pre-seed and any other fertility booster the doctor can suggest. I feel like this month is the month though. Everything just looks perfect on my chart. This is good, very, very good!

Back on track

Well, since the last time I posted, I got a positive pregnancy test and then the next day miscarried. I think it was a chemical pregnancy, so I didn't get too emotional about it, but I went to see my doc for help. She didn't really have any answers for me. My periods are all over the place but because I'm O'ing, there's not much advice she could give me. Well last cycle was only 24 days long and as of today I'm at CD 18 and got a nice dark + OPK. This is cycle 5 and I hope it's our lucky one. 5 is my favorite number after all.

The weather is getting nicer. It makes me remember that I love the out doors! When it's warm enough, I'll just spend all day out with Sadie and hopefully get her potty trained. She's doing well as of now, but I want her potty trained before we have another baby.