Feeling good!

Well, my fertility friend account has confirmed my Ovulation day and I'm ubber excited about this month. I'm feeling really good! I dunno, maybe it's cus this is our fifth month ttc and 5 has always been my lucky number. For how good I feel though, there is still that voice of doubt in the back of my mind.

Nate has decided he really want me to get pregnant again, now! lol. For a while he just didn't really wanna talk about it, just let things happen when they did. So I was temping and using opks and not talking to him about them. I felt like I was doing something bad behind his back. I mean I was feeling guilty about using opks so I knew when to have sex, it was just silly!! So on sunday when he said he wanted me to get pregnant now and be apart of the planning in every way, I was flabbergasted! It feels like I've been in this club that I've kept hidden from him and then on Sunday when I went to the club meeting there he was sitting a chair with a smile on his face. He says if we don't get pregnant this month that he's going to buy pre-seed and any other fertility booster the doctor can suggest. I feel like this month is the month though. Everything just looks perfect on my chart. This is good, very, very good!